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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sorry, its been a while

Risking Something Wonderful

the silent battle i faced
the lable i was placed
fixing what you broke
what you tore apart
now that the disaster is laced
ill give you a taste
of whats left of my heart
i wake up to words you use to say
stuck in my head
reading letters i already read
dealing with the fact that you wont call
and by night i wish i was dead
you broke my heart
and i wear it on the back of my arm
so dont tell me you love me
that what you always say
bleeding mascara
and slitted wrist
is only the begining of this
so dont tell me you love me
thats what you always say
reading letters i already read
and by night i wish i was dead
bleeding mascara
and slitted wrist
is only the begining of this.
..only the begining of this..

 

new poem...
test my lungs
fight for air
this is my last moment in despair.
its called a heartache
its called torcher
its called suicide
please stop please stop
my arm is out of room
please stop please stop
its black and heavy
please stop please stop
its off safety
please stop please stop
BANG....
i asked you nicely
the tears were starting to way me down
and BANG is my last sound
this wasn't suicide,if anything, it was murder
if anything, it was you


Hello There,

These are quotes that I Like and alot of them i made leave
comments and subscribe....

i miss you a little, i guess you could say...

...a little too much...

...a little too often...

...a little more every day...

Rumors are vicious,
Talk is cheap.
Words are malicious,
Secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake && will make the deepest cut.
So learn from the past, && keep your mouth shut.

You might regret what you did, But youll regret what you didnt
do, so much more

sorry for everytime i made you believe i didnt love you
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..


Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them
to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
 

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

& i dont know why i care so much
they are just words...but
the things they say...they hurt
because in todays world...
one's opinion..becomes another's philospohy...


now that your bleeding
you stare at the ceiling
and want this to all fade away
now that u did this
you ask for forgivness
and watch as you fade away

Do you know what it feels like to hate yourself?
Do you know what it feels like to wish you were dead?
Do you know what it feels like to hate your world?
I do..&& it's eating me up inside

 

she looks down at her damaged arm
&& all the harm she has done
every regret she lives with
&& she'd do anything to go back to the day
she held the razor in her hand
twist the story around && put it down
she'd do anything to get rid of her awful scars
&& her painful memories
but she wont forget the pain that put them there<3


i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared of what he'll find
he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there anymore?"
looking at him with tears in my eyes
i whisper a simple reply "what do you think
bracelets were for?"


Drama--You say you hate it,
But bitch, your the one who creates it.


Do you ever just sit down & start writing?
& everything is going through your head just pours onto the
paper.& when you reread it, it doesn't make sense, but you know it's meaning.cause your mind jumps around so much & when you just let go,you lose all control. All of your heart, your soul, is on that paper& you become so vulnerable to the world.

 

LETTER T0 M0MMY
my mommy found me in my room on the floor.
before I did this I put my `do not disturb` sign on my door
but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my
wrist. she picks up a note that reads something like this.
Mom, I know I never told you, never showed it in my face
but i`ll tell you now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned
a future cause I knew my life would end & now as I write this,
you were my only friend. I never meant to hurt you, I never
meant to break your heart. just keep on living & we`ll never
be apart. tell daddy that I love him. tell sis & brother to be
brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose
on my grave. I love you mommy, very much & when the
others cry, tell them I hated them all. each cut will tell them
why I must go now, mommy. death is calling my name. &
when you see me dead mommy, don't put the blame on
yourself.i'm picking up the knife right now mommy. these tears
for you I cry I just made the first cut mommy,I guess now i'll say goodbye.

sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my
feelings.sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than
risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close. sometimes im scared. but when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care. it means i care too much


"oh don't worry about her. she's always upset ; she's always in
love with someone who doesn't love her back. she's always heart broken she use to it </3"

im so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine because truthfully, im
not. i cant even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. you
were the one person who was always suppose to be there for me. my best friend, my everything & you ruined it all in that moment & i acted like it didn't hurt for a while, i didn't think it did. but the tears are here & now i realize that it hurts more than anything in the world </3


somewhere, a pretty girl is suffering
somewhere, a pretty girl cries
somewhere, a pretty girl is waiting
somewhere, that pretty girl dies


the razor is sharp
her thoughts are clear
the pain is too much
and the tears are starting to smear
someone dies every 60 seconds
this time that person was
a young girl, only 14
her name was joshlyn
and she commited a crime
she killed herself that night
because she couldn't take her pain
if she could tell someone anything
it would be to not kill your self
and to tell her parents shes sorry....  


 

A girl cuts into her skin to feel alive ;; while another cries her
eyes out when her boyfriend finally confesses to never loving her. a guy is broken hearted when he learns his girlfriend has been cheating on him and another one hangs himself for having no one..a girl forces herself to throw up to feel a sense of control while another does cocaine for the same reason..&& these are supposed to be the best years of our lives?

 

such a pretty girl
such a hurt soul
so many feelings
she cant control
it hurts her more than you know
too feel the way she deos
with everyone ready to up and go
she wants to tell everyone all about her arm
all the scars all the harm
but her friends are no better than being alone
they dont understand they dont know
they talk to her on the phone
but they're not there
they dont care
they say "yeah i know"
but they dont know
make her feel a whole new low
but it deosn't matter no more
cause she just got the nerves to cut all the way
just remeber...
she wants to tell everyone all about her arm
all the scars all the harm
but her friends are no better than being alone


im crying, im crying im falling, im falling slowly slowley i am dying


isn't love When you notice someones absense and hate that
absence more than anything.even more than you love his presense


Brianna</3

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